Posted by Anonymous on 2014/05/10 under Uncategorized Everything I do is a lie I pretend I’m happy even when I’m not I act outgoing even when I’m shy and when I’m depressed no one ever knows which is most the time the only people I could act like myself around have deserted me and its driving me crazy I don’t want to be fake and neither do they but it’s the only way to keep myself occupied so I don’t get too sad
Aye, you are an amazing person! Don’t beat yourself down. Life throws us all around. You are not alone in whatever you are going throw.
Two years ago, I lost what I valued most in my whole entire life. I hated God for allowing it to happen. I was so bitter, I wouldn’t forgive myself, I thought everyone was agaisnt. I had to cry myself to sleep. I was living in pain and felt so alone.
It took me the longest time to be satisfy with who I now am. I started to believe that God is for me and not against; He will never forsake me and that whatever I have done, the lonely feeling that is in my soul is slowly fading away. Just because I started believe the truth instead of the lie I now see myself as a new person.
I hope this help, and that you’ll start to believe who you are in Christ, which is the truth. God wants you to just believe, so then you don’t partake on the oolishness of this world. When your friends peace out on you; you then don’t feel alone or know that you don’t to be fake but instead be real with God. Ask God to help you in your difficult time, talk to Him as if He is right next to you. He hears and He answers. Your life is not a lie because you are redeemed by Christ.